Living in a messed up world http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com sweet insanity of bitterness ♥ posterous.com Sat, 10 Dec 2011 20:15:00 -0800 a day that i think would last differently... http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/a-day-that-i-think-would-last-differently http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/a-day-that-i-think-would-last-differently

Yesterday was our Field trip. In the first place, I thought I'll not be able to join because of some messed up reasons that even I could not explain. But anyways, it was fun althought very, extremely tiring. I was alone most of the time but it was okay. I now experienced the feeling of being independent. It's quite hard though. Most of the time, I was spazzing out especially when we were in La Mesa EcoPark. I felt really clumsy that my shoes got messy (Yes, by "messy" I literally mean it). I didn't get to shop too at Mall of Asia (Bummerz!). Not the thing that you shopped 'til you drop but at least, I got a shirt and a hand bag from Kultura. And then, there comes Star City. Oh the joy of being on a roller coaster. I hate to admit it but that's the only ride we rode there. And I thought the show was going to be a lot longer but it was not. It only lasted for about 30 minutes. Quite useless if you ask me :( . But all in all, this trip was really okay even though I'm not really that too close with my seatmate. At least, our friendship grew a little.

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Fri, 09 Dec 2011 04:44:50 -0800 change of plans http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/change-of-plans http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/change-of-plans I'll finally join our Field trip. Yep, no more making up of minds 'cause tomorrow is totally it. I just hope it would turn out to be awesome even though I don't know who my seat mate is. Anyway, it's going to be great! I hope... Will be updating on the trip 'cause the bus is on Wifi! (Cool, right?) Heck yeaah. So, g'night and I hope I can sleep tight. Lolz

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Thu, 08 Dec 2011 02:33:00 -0800 Untitled http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/84581649 http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/84581649

It's Educator's Day today! I had a ton of fun at school and I don't regret it at all. We had mass (Immaculate Concepcion). Well actually we had 3 celebrations today: Immaculate Concepcion, Educator's Day, and Feastday of the 3rd year students. We had a program too and an awarding ceremony for the teachers. All in all, I'm very thankful that we're dismissed half-day. Lol. And also, for our dear teachers!!! I won't be like this if it weren't for them. :P

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Tue, 06 Dec 2011 16:32:34 -0800 country houses and all those vintage things http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/country-houses-and-all-those-vintage-things http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/country-houses-and-all-those-vintage-things I'm really fascinated by them, by the way. I don't really know why but I love "country style". Someday, maybe I'm going to live in a house like that. Wearing cowboy boots, plaid shirt/whatever, and in braids! Lolz. And really have black and white pictures in my very own "country home". I just love the thought of that, you know, have yourself sitting in a rocking chair at the porch, facing the sunset and the beautiful red orange sky while having your coffee. Yeah. And you have a peaceful life. Isn't that just great? *sigh* Will add this in my bucket list for life. :)

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Tue, 06 Dec 2011 16:23:54 -0800 Untitled http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/84345250 http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/84345250 Stayed at home today. I might feel bad at school so I stayed. Yup, 'cause I need it!
Anyways, I'm gonna read "The Perks of Being A Wallflower" for awhile to keep me company and also, I need it for the next book I'm going to base for my Reading Journal. And after sometime, I might rest too to make the pain go away. It doesn't hurt right now 'cause I drank medicine that Mom gave me but I know it will still hurt later or soon. And I haven't had naps for a long time! So yeah, that's good too. Ha ha. Might continue this post.. Later in the afternoon when my brother gets at home from school.

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Mon, 05 Dec 2011 03:24:00 -0800 messed up mind http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/messed-up-mind http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/messed-up-mind

There are lot of things that are running on my mind right now but first things first. :D

First, I'm getting stressed out with all these school stuff that I'm doing right now especially my Math project. It's a group project and I only did it now (excuse my being responsible-ness.. and sarcasmness). How foolish of me, I know. 

Second, I'm really stoked for Christmas! I mean.. I can really feel it now, now that the weather's cooling up. Although we haven't hung up Christmas decorations at our house so.. I have to make it up to Mom about that. Right.

Third, it's our Fieldtrip this Friday and I'm not going. Still not quite sure about it. The payment's tomorrow and I haven't checked the "no" box yet. Lolz. 

I'm not really excited about it. OK

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Wed, 30 Nov 2011 04:44:45 -0800 Fun way to end November! <3 http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/fun-way-to-end-november-3 http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/fun-way-to-end-november-3 It's Bonifacio day today so duh, it's a holiday so we went shopping at Marquee Mall. It was super fun though tiring but it was definitely all worth it! It's my first time to really buy big splurges on clothes. I can't even believe it! Here's what I bought: 2 Giordano shirts, pants from Giordano also, a dress, and black Toms! I'm really excited to wear them. I mean... Of course! New clothes!!! And I didn't really pay for them. My family has 5k each for his/her personal money. I'm so HAPPY! My mom bought FitFlops! OMG. And dad even bought topsiders in Lacoste!!! My parents are so freakin' rich. We stayed there for like 4 hours. Ate at Tokyo Tokyo - Yay for Japanese food! Of course we went to BreadTalk. I even got to fill out my promo card in Starbucks! Only 6 stickers left. Really excited to get my SB planner!!! Hopefully I'll get it by December. I was really stoked to be there. I want to buy more clothes and shoes. I hope we'll go there soon again. :)

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Fri, 25 Nov 2011 07:59:00 -0800 Untitled http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/81884428 http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/81884428

Long time, no post. Lol. Seriously, I have been very busy for the past few days so I apologize. It's our Intramurals, by the way and I hate it. Although, I'm glad cheering competition's over now (no more sunburn, ouch). It happened earlier. No doubt that we're gonna land on 5th place. Sad but true...

It was too boring too! The booths were limited and there was no pizza!!! Ugh, how could they do this to me?!? My friends and I did nothing but strolled around the whole campus all day after the cheering competition. We took photos (with my iPhone!) and eat, and eat, and... eat more! Are you kidding me? We had absolutely nothing to do!

Although, I had to admit that I like it when we don't have nothing to do. *The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars playing in the background* 'cause I can do whatever I want. Freedom, baby! And more bonding with my friends! woot~ He he even though, I get to wear nerdy glasses, denim short shorts (first time to wear), and knee-high socks (that was our costume -- they said we look pretty cute, I say we looked dumb!).

We still have school tomorrow though I'm nbt going. It's my grandfather's 40 days and I really have to attend it. At least, I have a valid reason *sticks tongue out*. Ha ha

PS. Bro has a new phone just today. It's Samsung Galaxy W. It's cool but nothing beats my iPhone 4. Yay, for high end phones for the 4 of us; Me: iPhone 4, Bro: Samsung Galaxy W, Mom: BlackBerry 9300, Dad: Samsung Galaxy S II ! (Not bragging, okay? I'm just happy about it. Super happy!)

PPS. I'm really excited for tomorrow. 

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Fri, 18 Nov 2011 06:13:43 -0800 unexpected things are meant to happen http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/unexpected-things-are-meant-to-happen http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/unexpected-things-are-meant-to-happen I cannot believe it! My parents just got me an iPhone 4!!! It's white, and it's a 16GB version. The same thing I always add on my wish list.
We got it earlier at the mall. My dad was going to have a plan at GLOBE and he said there was a free phone there. I didn't really knew anything since he said that. Actually, I was a bit shocked. How early is my Christmas present!
I don't think I deserve this kind of life. My parents are too good for me. Lol. The only thing I worry about are my grades. I know they're low and I'm nervous about them. I promised I will study hard from now on!!!
PS I'm currently using it now. It is so AWESOME and GORGEOUS! :)

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Thu, 17 Nov 2011 03:11:53 -0800 wasted a freaking day http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/wasted-a-freaking-day http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/wasted-a-freaking-day I felt nothing but completely ill. I hate that feeling, don't you? When your head spins round and round and your whole body hurts. Ugh, and my throat is all scratchy now that I barely even speak. Practiced for the Intramurals all day, that's why. I'm starting to hate Intrams right now. Seems boring to me. It's next week — Friday already.
PS If you were to choose between these three (freaking expensive!) gadgets, what would you pick? The choices are: an iPhone 4 (white, 16GB), an iPod Classic (white, 160GB), and a Sony Vaio laptop (white). I can't decide which I'm going to save for first.

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Mon, 14 Nov 2011 04:45:30 -0800 Untitled http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/80101052 http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/80101052 Visited my dermatologist after school. Feels good to be back on my regimen. And... Did I mention I hate Mondays? Mondays are just the worst days. Second, are Tuesdays.. Then Wednesdays. Ha ha. Why am I even saying it? I am just... bored. That's all. Sorry 'bout that.
PS Mom said earlier that we're gonna have our Christmas shopping a little early. I don't mind but I still don't have enough money to buy the things I want. She said that maybe it's on Saturday already! Oh my gosh. But our budget is about P5,000 each so it's already okay for me 'cause I think that's enough (I have extra money by the way). I'm gonna buy lots of clothes! And don't forget about shoes!!! LOL. Ah, shopping.

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Sat, 12 Nov 2011 18:06:00 -0800 infinitely ranting about the same thing http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/infinitely-ranting-about-the-same-thing http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/infinitely-ranting-about-the-same-thing

Nevermind the title, OK. So, here's the deal. I'm not going to buy an iPhone 4.. this year... because I've been thinking a lot lately about it. I mean, a new one's better than a second-hand one, right? Yeah. I'm gonna  buy a 16GB 'cause I think that's the best "GB" for me 'cause I like games.. and music. Ha ha. I'm going to save up for it. And maybe, just maybe, the price would go lower next year so big jackpot right there for me! Ha ha. OK. Bring it on!  I'm not good at saving money but I'll do my best. 

PS About the title.. I'm very sorry for ranting all over again about the iPhone 4. I just can't think of anything to rant about and I'm too excited about it. It's my dream phone by the way. At the moment. :)

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Sat, 12 Nov 2011 02:57:00 -0800 Untitled http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/79849707 http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/79849707

I hate Saturday classes but today wasn't that bad enough. I actually had fun! 

In the morning, my friends and I talked about God and all that, that, that. I'm intrigued about those kind of topics.

We had our cheering practices at the morning. Didn't paid any attention 'cause it got into the volleyball games. I wish I was as great as them. Ha ha. Someday, I'm gonna learn how to play volleyball too. Someday...

After that, the YFCs were called already for the trip to the Orphanage in San Jose (Of course, I was one of them). Had a great time there even though it was hot. I met a girl named Safrina! She's so cute and I like her hair. :)

Then, we went straight to my grandma's place (it's her birthday today). Didn't do a lot there but I just know we watched Puss in Boots. I never get tired of that movie. It's freakin' hilarious and cute!

And that my friend, is how my day went...

PS I'll no longer buy my aunt's iPhone 3GS. I've been thinking lately that I still think an iPhone 4 is better. Ha ha. Yes, I have an uncontented life and I hate myself because of that. So yeah, my dad said there's a 2nd hand in Greenhills and that's where I'm gonna buy. Around P13,000-P14,000, I think?

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Fri, 11 Nov 2011 02:30:00 -0800 11.11.11 <3 http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/111111-3 http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/111111-3

Didn't expect that today would be a great and awesome day! I'm so lucky today. Oh right. . . .. I'm not lucky, I'm blessed. Ha ha. But anyways, I had a lotta fun except in the Family Meeting. It was so boring (as always) and my teammates kept on leaving me. We prayed also the Holy Rosary at around 11 am. Didn't expect that too. LOL. "Expect the unexpected." as they say.

Yeah, so we have Saturday classes tomorrow. We're only going to practice for our Intramurals or should I say, we're only going to have our Family Meeting halfday. After that, we'll go to my grandmother's (dad's) place to celebrate her birthday. Stoked for tomorrow. I wonder what will happen...

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Tue, 08 Nov 2011 02:27:31 -0800 total randomness http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/total-randomness http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/total-randomness Today went pretty great although I was drowsy in the morning and my head hurt 'cause Math's back. And I kept on changing seats! I don't know why but now I'm on Angelo's seat. I don't mind at all but I am now far away from Shen, which is one seat (to my left) away from me. Bummerz, I don't have someone to chat to now. My seatmate is Ria by the way. Nothing important happened today. Well, I got to see my friends and yeah... We didn't have our Family meeting which is great 'cause I think it bores me to death.
So... I don't have anything interesting left to say but I'll have to say this, I have a fascination about cartoon movies. Lol. I know it's random but I still just can't get over Puss in Boots! It's just so cute. Ha ha. Call me weird and I don't freakin' care.
.... OK, I will get back to my business -- staring at nowhere and still thinking about that creepy story my brother told me awhile ago.

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Mon, 07 Nov 2011 04:38:00 -0800 fun fun fun! http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/fun-fun-fun http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/fun-fun-fun We were supposed to go to Marquee mall today as I've said at my last post but it was postponed. Instead, we went to SM Tarlac and watched Puss in Boots. It was freakin' hilarious and epic! I love that it's only showing in 3D. Lol, we had arguements about that but I'm not gonna discuss further anymore 'cause I'll be finished tomorrow. Ha ha, just kiddin'. As I was saying, it was definitely worth watching it. Oh yeah, Puss & Kitty forever PS I finally have my sticker card in Starbucks. I have 2 stickers already. Only 15 stickers to go!

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Sat, 05 Nov 2011 03:42:00 -0700 what a blast http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/what-a-blast http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/what-a-blast

Today was sure fun even though it was at the same time tiring. There was so much food everywhere. Today is Dad's celebration for his birthday. Spent it with friends, family, and also neighbors! It's been awhile since I had contact with them. It's been years, I think... But, I'm sure happy that I had the chance to talk to them again 'cause I really wanted to talk them in the first place. I was just a little shy. Bro wasn't around though 'cause it's their fieldtrip today and currently, I'm using his laptop and waiting for him. He still isn't home yet. I think he'll be at school at approximately 10 o' clock. I can't wait to get my iPod from him. I haven't seen it for like... 17 hours. I wonder what happened to it? I wonder what happened to their fieldtrip.

Speaking of trips, we're gonna go to Marquee Mall on Monday! It was my cousin's idea (Bee's) and I'm so happy she opened about it to the family. All immediately agreed. Maybe because they (Bee's family) have their own vehicle now. Ha ha. Good vibes, good vibes. I'm going to be broke now when Monday ends. Well actually, I AM NOW. 

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Fri, 04 Nov 2011 03:44:00 -0700 dad's special day http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/78604792 http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/78604792

It's Dad's birthday today! I already gave him a big hug and also a kiss...I wasn't supposed to say... Nevermind. But anyways, the celebration will be tomorrow. Not so fancy, just at our house (which I kinda like so that I can be all moody and stuff and use my laptop). Speaking of celebrations, the centennial concert will be tomorrow although I'm not going. I just don't like going to school on Saturdays (In fact, it's worth P500 so... no way!) and besides it's my Dad's birthday after all so I have an excuse *sticking tongue out*. Ok.

Oh yeah, I wouldn't forget this; today's Gospel is, You should always find a way to your solution or just follow the quote, "If there's a will, there's a way". Don't make palusot

Ha ha. It's our First Friday Mass today so yeah... I just had to! It's like a 'NOTE TO SELF' or a 'MOTIVATION NOTE'. You know? You know?? 

PS I'm still grieving from the death of my grandfather. I miss him very much. 

PPS I'm no longer going to buy/get the iPhone 3G of my aunt 'cause I still think that the iPhone 4 is so much better. That means, I'm gonna save up P26,000 for the rest of my life. Just kidding.

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Thu, 03 Nov 2011 03:04:00 -0700 PERFECTBUCKETLIST.TUMBLR.COM http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/perfectbucketlisttumblrcom http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/perfectbucketlisttumblrcom

  • Go to Disney World
  • Learn how to play the guitar
  • Solve a Rubik’s cube
  • Ride in a taxi
  • Be happy
  • Perform on a stage
  • Learn to play the piano
  • Go to California
  • See a shooting star
  • Shop in New York city
  • Plant a tree
  • Fit in a size medium
  • Shower under a waterfall
  • Shoot a gun
  • Rap like Nicki Minaj
  • Go zip lining
  • Become a ballerina
  • See snow
  • See a tornado
  • Visit a walk-through aquarium
  • Attend a concert
  • Find a bestfriend
  • Go to times square
  • Learn how to skateboard
  • Hug Mickey Mouse
  • Find someone`s lost pet
  • Find a four leaf clover
  • Have a food fight
  • Party all night without stopping for sleep.
  • Run a marathon
  • See the Golden Gate bridge

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Thu, 03 Nov 2011 03:01:00 -0700 i can already feel the christmas vibes http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/i-can-already-feel-the-christmas-vibes http://sweetinsanityofbitterness.posterous.com/i-can-already-feel-the-christmas-vibes

Just got home from school today. Wasn't that great though 'cause (I'm on my period and it's my first day). I'm still disappointed that we had classes today and tomorrow also. Classes should resume next week! My classmates this morning all look drowsy and I think they also can't get over the fact that we had school today. I mean... It's only two freakin' days! But whatever... 

Anyways, my title is kinda catchy, isn't it? It's because it's 52 days before Christmas! And what happens before Christmas?! It's sticker collecting time for the new Starbucks Planner 2012! 

And the good thing is, it comes with burlap pouches which makes it easier to carry around. I am so gonna collect stickers until I have one. I would kill for this one! It only started today -- November 3, 2011! I wish something like last year would happen again today so that I can collect fast. Ha ha. How selfish of me. Oh and yeah, the weather's cooling up too. That's why I can already feel Christmas. It's always cloudy everyday since November started. 

By the way, my dad's birthday is tomorrow already and I'm so excited! I'm gonna give him a big hug and a kiss. 

PS I decided that I'm gonna sell my BB in exchange for my aunt's iPhone 3G. It doesn't matter if it's only 3G . At least I have an iPhone (but not yet). It's 16GB by the way and it's okay na for me. Anyway, I'm not gonna buy naman (I think she's gonna give it to me). Ha ha, ang kapal eh.

 

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